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27 February 2033 @ 12:00 am
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14 December 2014 @ 11:38 pm
Run Away from Yourself
Run Away from Yourself
Hanbin-centric; pg; 1066w
You try to run away, run away from the world, but then you run away, run away from yourself (Amor Fati by Epik High)
( It’s all too much. Everything’s too much. The weight of everything he’s trying to carry is just too much and Hanbin can’t even think straight anymore. )
Hanbin-centric; pg; 1066w
You try to run away, run away from the world, but then you run away, run away from yourself (Amor Fati by Epik High)
( It’s all too much. Everything’s too much. The weight of everything he’s trying to carry is just too much and Hanbin can’t even think straight anymore. )
05 September 2014 @ 12:43 am
Where the Sun Rises
Title: Where the Sun Rises
Characters/Pairing: Himchan/Youngjae
Rating: pg-13
Wordcount: 3.6k
Summary: Youngjae thinks maybe it's time to grow out of anime fandom...especially when he starts his new semester abroad and his TA is unreasonably hot.
A/N: For the loveliest
almostblue, I don't deserve youuuuuuu ♥ I wanted to write something much more epic for you but I've been having writer's constipation and so this is what came out xD;; ty for your prompts, I wish I could've made something more of them ;u; thanks to e for the beta (how would I live without you) and the mods for being so patient ;uuu;
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Characters/Pairing: Himchan/Youngjae
Rating: pg-13
Wordcount: 3.6k
Summary: Youngjae thinks maybe it's time to grow out of anime fandom...especially when he starts his new semester abroad and his TA is unreasonably hot.
A/N: For the loveliest
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21 June 2014 @ 04:09 pm
One Shot (Second Chance)
Title: One Shot (Second Chance)
Pairing: Yongguk/Zelo
Rating: R
Word Count: 18.1k
Warnings: apathetic attitude towards death, death is discussed a lot, mentions of drugs, underage in sexual situations (no sex)
Summary: For Yongguk, there is only one shot at life. However, when his dreams start becoming reality, he begins to believe in second chances.
A/N: this was supposed to be a graduation gift for
chiharu...over a year ago. I'm the worst ;__; idek if you like B.A.P anymore but this is still for you! Also most special of thanks to
haneyon for whipping this into shape. I love you both and don't deserve you guys ;u; ♥
( "I don’t even know your name," Yongguk called out after him, a little late. A half-smile ghosted the boy’s lips. "I know yours, Yongguk hyung." )
Pairing: Yongguk/Zelo
Rating: R
Word Count: 18.1k
Warnings: apathetic attitude towards death, death is discussed a lot, mentions of drugs, underage in sexual situations (no sex)
Summary: For Yongguk, there is only one shot at life. However, when his dreams start becoming reality, he begins to believe in second chances.
A/N: this was supposed to be a graduation gift for
( "I don’t even know your name," Yongguk called out after him, a little late. A half-smile ghosted the boy’s lips. "I know yours, Yongguk hyung." )
17 March 2014 @ 12:10 am
Daybreak
Title: Daybreak
Pairing: gen Yongguk/Daehyun
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1.4k
Summary: Dawn is when Daehyun likes to be by himself and get stuck in his head.
A/N: (...Daebreak lol) I'm not sure if I did this justice, but the idea of introspective early morning riser Dae has been in my head since I first started writing fic. More on the idea here.
( Daehyun has a lot of words. )
Pairing: gen Yongguk/Daehyun
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1.4k
Summary: Dawn is when Daehyun likes to be by himself and get stuck in his head.
A/N: (...Daebreak lol) I'm not sure if I did this justice, but the idea of introspective early morning riser Dae has been in my head since I first started writing fic. More on the idea here.
( Daehyun has a lot of words. )
29 December 2013 @ 11:19 pm
Not a Girl
Title: Not a Girl
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1.5k
Summary: It's just a comment, but it bothers Youngjae more than he would like to admit.
A/N: aka the fic of unanswerable prompts, lol. I hope it's somewhat coherent, cause I basically mashed together a bunch of my > half-year-old prompts I was just not getting inspiration for xD;;
( "You'd make a pretty girl though. I'd date you." )
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1.5k
Summary: It's just a comment, but it bothers Youngjae more than he would like to admit.
A/N: aka the fic of unanswerable prompts, lol. I hope it's somewhat coherent, cause I basically mashed together a bunch of my > half-year-old prompts I was just not getting inspiration for xD;;
( "You'd make a pretty girl though. I'd date you." )
13 September 2013 @ 09:54 pm
Broken Souls
Title: Broken Souls
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: highlight to read:[character death kinda..? More like dead characters...but not really. Er it'll make sense if you read it OTL]
Word Count: 4.2k
Summary: Just like a puzzle, souls are easier to take apart when one piece is missing.
A/N: pinch hit for
kaixian for
thebrowniebunch fic exchange! A gazillion thanks to
dinodays (and to Ibuprofen) for resurrecting me while I was dying in order to finish this in time and for the hasty beta! Kai, I hope you enjoy and sorry I can't angst ♥ you are amazing and I hope this is worthy ;A;
( He holds death in one hand and pieces of a broken soul in another. )
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: highlight to read:[character death kinda..? More like dead characters...but not really. Er it'll make sense if you read it OTL]
Word Count: 4.2k
Summary: Just like a puzzle, souls are easier to take apart when one piece is missing.
A/N: pinch hit for
( He holds death in one hand and pieces of a broken soul in another. )
31 August 2013 @ 02:34 am
We are the Best Absolute Powers! [2/2]
31 August 2013 @ 02:31 am
We are the Best Absolute Powers! [1/2]
Title: We are the Best Absolute Powers!
Pairing: Jongup/Junhong
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 17k
Summary: Moon Jongup. 18 years old. Dance. Busy sorting out love and other teenager worries. And, oh yeah. Saving the world.
A/N: written for
fearnoworld for
thebrowniebunch fic exchange! I combined two prompts and hopefully you like the result ^^
( Being a superhero is not all it's cracked up to be. )
(part 2)
Pairing: Jongup/Junhong
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 17k
Summary: Moon Jongup. 18 years old. Dance. Busy sorting out love and other teenager worries. And, oh yeah. Saving the world.
A/N: written for
( Being a superhero is not all it's cracked up to be. )
(part 2)
10 July 2013 @ 10:08 pm
Firsts (and some Not-Firsts)
Title: Firsts (and some Not-Firsts)
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2.3k
Summary: Every relationship has its firsts. These are some of Daehyun and Youngjae's.
A/N: originally prompted at my ask.fm as "daejae first everything"
( For the first time... )
what's unfortunately (?) the first that is not in this fic cause I CAN'T WRITE IT: "hot (?!) night with Daehyun"
ahahaha Daejae ♥
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2.3k
Summary: Every relationship has its firsts. These are some of Daehyun and Youngjae's.
A/N: originally prompted at my ask.fm as "daejae first everything"
( For the first time... )
what's unfortunately (?) the first that is not in this fic cause I CAN'T WRITE IT: "hot (?!) night with Daehyun"
ahahaha Daejae ♥
02 June 2013 @ 10:52 pm
B.A.P drabbles (2)
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1500 words
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
A/N: prompted from my ask.fm, specifically Daejae prompts because these were my favorite to write (or do I just like Daejae a lot? xD)
prompt: national golgi eating champion Jung Daehyun is sent to the hospital with a stomach bug. Dr. Yoo Youngjae is on the case
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prompt: Why is Daehyun like this?
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prompt: Daejae are stuck on a boat.
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♥Daejae
Word Count: ~1500 words
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
A/N: prompted from my ask.fm, specifically Daejae prompts because these were my favorite to write (or do I just like Daejae a lot? xD)
prompt: national golgi eating champion Jung Daehyun is sent to the hospital with a stomach bug. Dr. Yoo Youngjae is on the case
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prompt: Why is Daehyun like this?
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prompt: Daejae are stuck on a boat.
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♥Daejae
02 June 2013 @ 04:28 pm
B.A.P drabbles (1)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 300~1500 words
A/N: prompted from my ask.fm
prompt: junhong is 184 cm tall, jongup is not.
pair: Jongup/Zelo
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prompt: tigger's just a plush, but sometimes himchan can't quite hide his jealousy.
pair: Yongguk/Himchan
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prompt: jongup was a bunny. Once.
pair: Jongup/Zelo (ish)
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prompt: despite his antics, Himchan really doesn't believe in love
pair: Yongguk/Himchan
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prompt: Jongup looks but never touches
pair: Jongup/Zelo
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prompt: if anyone bothered to ask Yongguk, he would say that his first meeting with Himchan was more of a Disaster than Destiny
pair: Yongguk/Himchan
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prompt: maknae line. Jongup already has an idea of how this will end.
pair: onesided!Yongguk/Zelo, Jongup/Zelo
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prompt: Himchan writes Bap fanfic during his long extended leave.
pair: Himchan/Zelo, (Yongguk/Himchan?)
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feel free to visit my ask.fm and drop off prompts, even though I take forever filling them...^^
Word Count: 300~1500 words
A/N: prompted from my ask.fm
prompt: junhong is 184 cm tall, jongup is not.
pair: Jongup/Zelo
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prompt: tigger's just a plush, but sometimes himchan can't quite hide his jealousy.
pair: Yongguk/Himchan
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prompt: jongup was a bunny. Once.
pair: Jongup/Zelo (ish)
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prompt: despite his antics, Himchan really doesn't believe in love
pair: Yongguk/Himchan
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prompt: Jongup looks but never touches
pair: Jongup/Zelo
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prompt: if anyone bothered to ask Yongguk, he would say that his first meeting with Himchan was more of a Disaster than Destiny
pair: Yongguk/Himchan
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prompt: maknae line. Jongup already has an idea of how this will end.
pair: onesided!Yongguk/Zelo, Jongup/Zelo
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prompt: Himchan writes Bap fanfic during his long extended leave.
pair: Himchan/Zelo, (Yongguk/Himchan?)
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feel free to visit my ask.fm and drop off prompts, even though I take forever filling them...^^
31 May 2013 @ 08:31 pm
Chemical Reaction
Title: Chemical Reaction
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1500 words
Summary: Daehyun's best kept secret
A/N: for trope bingo with t-list buddies ^^ for fun, so it's dumb and unbeta'd ahaha sorry >_<
( There's a reason Daehyun is able to weasel his way out of getting into trouble, a reason why he still leaves the impression of being charming and charismatic despite regretting half of what comes out of his big mouth. )
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1500 words
Summary: Daehyun's best kept secret
A/N: for trope bingo with t-list buddies ^^ for fun, so it's dumb and unbeta'd ahaha sorry >_<
( There's a reason Daehyun is able to weasel his way out of getting into trouble, a reason why he still leaves the impression of being charming and charismatic despite regretting half of what comes out of his big mouth. )
29 March 2013 @ 01:42 am
Of Midsummer Nights and Unicorns [2/2]
29 March 2013 @ 01:30 am
Of Midsummer Nights and Unicorns [1/2]
Title: Of Midsummer Nights and Unicorns
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 11.7k
Summary: IN WHICH DAEHYUN IS A UNICORN
A/N: written for
kiwi_ism for
thebrowniebunch fic exchange^^ original prompt was an urban fantasy AU, I have no idea how this happened ;A; I hope I didn't deviate too far from the prompt, and you like it!!
( Youngjae started seeing the boy every day at the playground shortly after his summer classes began. It was always in passing, on his way between classes and his research lab. He looked underweight and malnourished, with blond hair that contrasted harshly with his dark skin, and features that almost seemed too large for his thin face. His baggy clothes hung off of his sloped shoulders and always seemed to be the same ones. However, it wasn’t the boy’s strange appearance that caught Youngjae’s attention and caused him to slow down every time he passed the park. It was the defeated look in his eyes that was reflected by his hunched form. )
Pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 11.7k
Summary: IN WHICH DAEHYUN IS A UNICORN
A/N: written for
( Youngjae started seeing the boy every day at the playground shortly after his summer classes began. It was always in passing, on his way between classes and his research lab. He looked underweight and malnourished, with blond hair that contrasted harshly with his dark skin, and features that almost seemed too large for his thin face. His baggy clothes hung off of his sloped shoulders and always seemed to be the same ones. However, it wasn’t the boy’s strange appearance that caught Youngjae’s attention and caused him to slow down every time he passed the park. It was the defeated look in his eyes that was reflected by his hunched form. )
07 March 2013 @ 01:54 am
Just One More
PG, ~460 words
pairing: Daehyun/food, Daehyun/Youngjae
Daehyun has a problem and consults Youngjae for help...
( Daehyun sighed. If he hadn't been sighing constantly before that, Youngjae might have ignored the older boy, but as it was, Daehyun didn't seem like he was going to stop. )
pairing: Daehyun/food, Daehyun/Youngjae
Daehyun has a problem and consults Youngjae for help...
( Daehyun sighed. If he hadn't been sighing constantly before that, Youngjae might have ignored the older boy, but as it was, Daehyun didn't seem like he was going to stop. )